The Mask Collector

The Mask Collector

A short story by Marwa Ayad

People say monsters hide in forests. Or crawl from graves. They don’t. They live in plain sight: in mirrors and messages and promises weighted like lead. There is a specific quiet that follows after you’ve apologised for a crime you didn’t commit.

I never hid. I only learned the physical shape of your needs.

The trick is simple. Listen first. Watch the muscles in the face: who smiles too fast, who talks to drown the silence. Every person is a keyhole if you learn what shape to be.

The first mask I ever wore was kindness. It is a simple mechanism. Ask questions. Fake the tilt of the head. Let them see their own reflection in your eyes. People love mirrors. They fall right in.

Underneath, there’s nothing. Not really. I tried once to find a pulse there. Stood in front of a mirror for hours. My reflection blinked when I did. I thought that meant the image was mine. Then the reflection stopped. It kept staring while I moved. I waited for it to join me. It didn’t. Eventually, I stopped looking.

They call me cold. They are wrong. There’s heat in me, just not the kind that glows. It burns, quiet and mean, like a kettle forgotten on a hot hob.

Tell someone they’re special and they will build their own cage. They lock the door from the inside and call it devotion. I let them. I like the sound when they rattle the bars for me.

When the shine wears off, the mask peels like skin after a burn. It leaves a smell: copper, regret. Something almost sweet. I keep the fragments sometimes, pressed flat between heavy pages. They stick if the blood is still wet.

You think I’m cruel? Maybe. But cruelty requires pleasure, and I don't feel much. It’s just… quiet when they stop breathing my name. So I find another.

They come easily. I smile with the right teeth. I echo their laughter, their music, their small, frantic obsessions. They tell me it’s rare to be understood. It isn't rare; it is rehearsed.

Sometimes the mask slips. They notice. Their eyes widen just slightly, glimpsing the wrong face under the right skin. One called me hollow. Ugly. She was right. I almost said thanks. Then I took her apart, slow. Bit by bit. Like scraping paint off a wall that’s already flaking to dust.

Love, fear, pity; it doesn’t matter. Hold any of them long enough and they start to blur. They melt against the mask and stick there, soft and warm. I wear that warmth until it begins to rot.

You want to know what happens when they see me without it? They don’t scream. They can’t. Their throats seize. Their faces go blank, like their minds are trying to draw something human over the void. Sometimes their eyes bleed a little, just a line down the cheek, red as a tear.

I tell them the truth before I leave. I say, “You made me up.” And it isn’t a lie. They did the work: filled in the gaps, painted over the emptiness, called it love. I just held still and let them.

One tried to out-stare me once. Thought she could see the thing behind my eyes. I almost laughed. Behind the eyes there’s only more eye, an endless lens folding in on itself. Reflection feeding reflection.

When she left, I kept a piece of her anyway. Her story. The way she told it when she was angry: about a man made of charm and smoke, who turned every mirror to face himself. She said every reflection in his house showed her leaving.

I liked hearing it in her voice. It made me feel real for a while.

People think monsters want to destroy. They’re wrong. I only want to exist. Every mask gives me another chance at that.

I’m terrified of being alone. Always have been. That’s why the performance. The endless faces I wear. I study their light, then I ruin it. It thrills me for a while, until the boredom returns.

Sometimes, late at night, I take the masks down from their hooks. Lay them on the table. Each still carries a scent: perfume, sweat, the faint sweetness of trust. I run my fingers along the inside edges, smooth from wear. Sometimes I swear I feel a pulse there.

The newest one is drying now. I can hear it cracking softly, like paint. She wanted to fix me. I let her.

Tomorrow I’ll wear it out. I’ll hunt the sort who says they’d recognise evil at a glance. I’ll sit with them until they forget what it looks like.

The monster doesn’t need to chase you. It only needs to listen. Until you open the door yourself. And you always do.

P.S. This isn’t a story about a monster in the woods.

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© Marwa Ayad 2025. All rights reserved.

“The Mask Collector” was first published on this website on 10 October 2025.

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